Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Thought Product of a Virgo infused Rage

He watched the sun rise In her eyes
And watch the world die in mines
Only seeing the joyous side
He couldn’t bare the morbidness within that lies
Deep in the soul of this lost girl
Caught in The zone
He observed the glittery rays
Not caring of the pervious days
His mother telling him 2 remember that everything that glitters ain’t gold
That even if the core is ccld
Warmth can change its flow
She was riding the fence
From one life to another
Trying to convince that she was one and hiding the other
Who she wanted to be
And who she really is
She tried to be what she saw
But who she was- was different, original Straight RAW
But all they saw was her disguised
Labeled by her smile and sweetness
She wasn’t allowed to be sad
Cause no one could understand
He couldn’t see her potential
He only observed with his eyes but not with the mental
She didn’t seem to be worthy
Of his time or acknowledgement
The words she would text were ignored
Her attempts to makes moves were like knocking on deaf doors
Only he was allowed to interrogate
Without hesitation she answered every ques. not a second late
Hoping to bring him closer
But it was all pointless
Because from jump it was all over

By the time he realized
What was right before his eyes
That it was priceless
But now by him tarnish and tainted-demoralized
It was too late
Cause now in his arms laid their ending fate
Him staring into her eyes
Watching what he waited for all his life
Die
Her finally having someone see her for the first time
And the last time
Be cause her last breath
She had just taken was the end of her fall
But it was the best breath
That began and ended with a kiss from his lips
Like Romeo and Juliet



Wednesday, June 3, 2009

BLIND SENSES

I'm lookin in the mirror and everything seems fine to me, looks fine to me, sounds fine to me. BuT i'M CONSTANTLY hearing peopls say lately that something don't seem right with you Smilez or you sound down...like your mind is somewhere else.
I'm starting to worry that it might be true and I'm just oblivious.
I'm feelin lost and I don't want to lose myself...... getting into bad patterns. I think I'm in trouble that I may pick up a bad habit...so I replace a bad habit with
another bad habit.
I need the besties right about now...I'm feelin that way again.I'm not likin the feeling. Everything seem all over the place and I can't get a grip
UNTITLED
Overall I have seen the promise
Not the land
But I heard
The words so vivid
It’s clarity unexisting
But in this time for
Now everything is in a blur
Chaos is living
Breathing its very own version of oxygen
Its only in this monster chaos can be seen
But it hides anywhere
Mostly in positions of power
This promise
If only I can show you
The masterpiece those words had drawn in my brain
Full of clouds, swirls, smiles, sunshine, peace, unity,and love
This Promise
Could Reconstruct
~BY:SMILEZ!